ChibiNekoIchigo

I liiiiiiiiive!!!!

2008-08-05T14:46:07Z

OMG i'm still alive! Even though I haven't posted anything in.....5 weeks.....*shifty eyes* sorry bout that, lifes been kinda weird lately.

so i shall spam you all with links! ^^

this one's to the first bleach story i've evar written, it's on FF.net right now, i tried posting it here but no one read it so, yeah.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3735199/1/Hollowed_Sins it's called Hollowed Sins and it's about Ichigo (duh) the rest you'll just have ta read and see XD

here's two Naruto stories i did as well, i may post them here, idk.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4250989/1/Alone
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4338309/1/Unanswered_Question_Suicide_or_Murder

also, my friend recently got me addicted to myspace ( after i bitched for about a year on how stupid it is) and i currently have.... 11 friends. I so lonely! if u have a myspace, add me!
http://www.myspace.com/jessie12036

well, that's all i have for now, so later!

yayz moar fics!

2008-03-27T12:09:29Z

Title: Of Bleeding Hearts
Rating: T (yaoi, some cursing, cutting)
Pairing: ByaXIchi
Summary: The war is finally over. Shell shock has hit alot of shinigami, but a certain orange haired teen has it the worst.

It had been just three months since the war with Aizen had ended. Soul Society had been in tatters, but they were steadily rebuilding. A much needed calm had settled over the Seireitei as the Gotei 13 worked to rebuild itself. But for a certain orange haired shinigami, the war was not over yet.

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Bodies everywhere. They stench of them almost made him want to puke, but he kept running. He needed to find her and he needed to find her now. He stopped as he felt her reiatsu close by.Ichigo woke up with a scream, cold sweat drenching his body. He whipped his head around, taking in his surroundings. He calmed down slightly. He was in his temporary room in the Seireitei. Inoue's face flashed through his mind and he burried his face in his hands and started sobbing.

"Inoue!"

"K-kurosaki-kun...."

Ichigo whipped around, searching for her. He spotted her by one of the dead trees dotting the barren landscape. Relief spread through him. 'She's alive...' He ran to her, intending to take her home where she'd be safe, only to freeze in his tracks, staring at her with horror.

Her left arm was completely ripped off, and there was a large gash in her stomach. She weakly pressed her remaining arm to the wound, trying desperately to stop the blood. Next to her, her hairpins lay shattered, the Shun Shun Rikka dead. Her last hope gone.

"Inoue!" Ichigo snapped out of his horrified stupor and ran to her side. "Inoue," he choked. "Hold on, I'll get you to 4th Company, but please hold on!"

"Kurosaki-kun," she murmured weakly. She raised her shaking hand and gently caressed his face.

"Kurosaki-kun, I love you," she smiled and went limp in his arms.

"Inoue? INOUE! NO!!!"

//Aibou,// Shirosaki whined. Ichigo ignored him.

'She didn't deserve to die, it wasn't her war to fight!' The tears came faster.

//Dammit Aibou it's pouring in here! Do something about it!//'WILL YOU SHUT UP!' Ichigo screamed to the hollow, who for once remained silent. 'I'll take care of it ok?' he calmed down a bit.

// You're not gonna do that again are you?//'It's the only way I know to cope.'

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It was one of the few moments in Kuchiki Byakuya's life that he actually felt at peace with the world. Though he kept his stoic mask in place as he took his daily stroll around Seireitei, it was hard for him not to smile. It was just one of those days.

Suddenly he felt the familiar reiatsu of the orange haired ryoka boy, Kurosaki Ichigo. He sighed. Even after fighting a war the child still couldn't control his spiritual pressure. He frowned as the level spiked suddenly. Something wasn't right. Was that despair he was feeling? Whatever it was, it wasn't good. Slightly worried, (though it would be a cold day in hell before he admitted it) he made his way to the source of the reiatsu.

Fighting a life and death battle for several months can change one's perspective about other people. The same holds true for Byakuya's view of Ichigo. Over the course of the war Ichigo went from being a brash, loudmouthed brat, to a powerful, levelheaded warrior. But no matter how much one can grow from these situations, Ichigo was still a child, even by human standards. A child who had seen things people twice his age couldn't handle.

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He found the boy sitting with his back to him against a Sakura tree at the edge of the city. Frowning uneasily at the instability of Ichigo's reiatsu, Byakuya quietly crept closer to where he sat, making sure to mask his own reiatsu as he went. Still unnoticed by Ichigo, who was too preoccupied with what he was doing, Byakuya made his way around so that he was standing directly infront of the teen. He caught sight of what the child was doing to himself and gasped, recoiling in horror and disgust, stoic mask shattered and replaced by fear and worry for the teen infront of him.

Hearing the gasp, Ichigo looked up. The knife was still poised above his wrist, which was covered in blood from where he repeatedly slashed his arm with the knife, digging deeper and deeper as he tried to force the pain away. His eyes widened. He was caught."W-wait Byakuya! It's not what it looks like!" Ichigo managed to stammer out. He hid his shredded arm behind his back, but Byakuya had already seen all the damage he had caused to himself.

In one swift motion, Byakuya leaned over the teen and ripped the knife forcefully out of his hand and threw it a few yards away from where they were sitting. The fresh blood on the blade glistened in th sunlight, dredging up horrifying images of those lost in battle. Byakuya pushed the memories to the back of his head and focused on the shell-shocked teen in front of him.

"What in the hell do you think you're doing!?" he hissed. Not wanting to hurt the boy's injured arm, he pressed Ichigo's shoulders to the tree, pinning him down and fixing him with a steely gaze.

"It's my way of coping okay?" Tears were forming at the corners of Ichigo's eyes. "All the pain that the others suffered...that Inoue suffered.." Ichigo choked back a sob and lunged for his knife, but Byakuya pushed him back.

"So you think to make up for the pain they suffered, you need to harm yourself, is that it Ichigo!?" The boy refused to make eye contact with him. "Foolish boy!" He spat. Screw the noble mask. Screw his pride. This child needed help and he needed it now.

Tears streamed down Ichigo's face. "Why?" he choked. " Why do you even care? Why can't you just go about your life and let me rot dammit!" he started thrashing wildly, but Byakuya's grip was like steel.

"I'm sorry but I can't let you do that," Byakuya stated calmly.

"WHY!?" Ichigo shrieked.

"Because I respect you." He stated simply. "Though you are only a child you've proven yourself many times in battle, and your iron will and kind heart is most admirable. Now you of all people should know how difficult it is for me to admit this, so take my words to heart and stop hurting yourself!" He looked at Ichigo and noticed that his eyes were unfocused and hazy.

"Were you even paying attention!?"

"Yes, Byakuya....I.." Ichigo slumped forward unconscious.

Panicking slightly Byakuya felt that his robes were wet and heavy and looked down. They were sitting in a pool of Ichigo's own blood. Standing up Byakuya gently lifted Ichigo into his arms and shunpoed to the Kuchiki Estate. Upon entering he quickly shunpoed to a guest bedroom so Rukia wouldn't see the condition her friend was in. He layed the boy gently on the bed and decided to clean the wound himself instead of calling in his servants.

He winced slightly as he wiped the blood and cleaned the cuts. Ichigo had really done a number on his arm. Holding it gently, Byakuya carefully wrapped the bandages around the teen's arm. Satisfied with his work, he pulled a chair up next to the bed and waited for Ichigo to wake up.

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'Something's not right. He should have woken up by now.' Byakuya looked at Ichigo with concern. He got up and walked over the bed, inspecting the boy's face closely. Ichigo's face was twisted into a pained expression as he mumbled in his sleep.

"No.. please don't kill them, they don't deserve to die...take me instead please!" He began to thrash wildly. Deciding enough was enough, Byakuya grab Ichigo's shoulders and tried to shake him awake.

Ichigo awoke with a shout and jerked his head around, taking in his surroundings.

"Are you alright?" Byakuya asked calmly. He was still leaning over Ichigo's bed.

To Byakuya's utter shock, Ichigo leaned against his chest and started sobbing, his fist clenched around his white haori. Slightly alarmed by this display of weakness from the teen, Byakuyua wrapped his arms akwardly around the boy's torso and let him sob it out. It was the least he could do. After all, this was better than his other way of coping. He gently stroked Ichigo's vibrant hair, trying to calm him down.

After letting it all out Ichigo looked up at Byakuya's face. Byakuya's heart twinged when he saw the broken look in the boy's eyes as well as the tear stained face.

"Thank you Byakuya," Ichigo mumbled. He looked at his bandaged arm. "I know it was stupid, but I didn't know what else to-" he was interrupted when Byakuya grabbed his chin and pressed his lips gently to Ichigo's.

Eyes widening for a fraction of a second, Ichigo soon melted into the kiss. He wrapped his arms around Byakuya's neck and let their tongues tangle in a gentle dance. They broke apart for air and Byakuya stroked the boy's cheek tenderly.

"It's alright Ichigo. Just promise me you won't ever do it again."

"I won't."

"Good." Byakuya looked outside. "It is very late. I insist that you stay here for the night and recover."

Ichigo nodded and Byakuya turned to leave. Quickly Ichigo reached out and grabbed his sleeve. Byakuya stopped and turned around, shocked.

"Stay with me, please?" Ichigo asked hesitantly.

Byakuya graced him with one of his rare smiles and shed his kenseikan and haori and got into bed with the teen. Ichigo immediately snuggled up against his side and Byakuya wrapped his arms around the boy possesively. Ichigo was soon asleep. Byakuya gently kissed the bright orange head under his chin. He was happy to help Ichigo. The boy had done it for him on several occasions.

He sighed contentedly and followed Ichigo into the world of sleep.

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Byakuya looked at Ichigo with concern. He got up and walked over the bed, inspecting the boy's face closely. Ichigo's face was twisted into a pained expression as he mumbled in his sleep.

Fic: Birthday Surprises

2008-03-09T21:17:23Z

Title: Birthday Surprises
Pairing: Grimmichi (seme!ichigo)
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: unfortunately I haven't been able to buy Bleach from Kubo Tite yet T.T . I sad......

The teal haired arrancar growled. Where the hell was his berry!? Here he had to go through a whole bunch of trouble just to see the kid, and he wasn't even fucking there! Grimmjow growled again and fell back on the teens bed. He was gonna pay for making Grimmjow wait. He smirked at the thought. Maybe he'd handcuff the teen to the bed and fuck him through the floor. Yeah, that'll teach the kid to make him wait.

The arrancar frowned as he heard a loud thump and laughter downstairs. He thought about going down to see, but then Ichigo would probably freak out like a little girl and cockblock him for a week. He shuddered at the thought.

Grimmjow perked up at the sound of footsteps coming up the stairs. The door to the room opened and in came his little berry, laughing his ass off. He stopped however, and his facial expression turned into a scowl when he saw the arrancar that occupied his bed.

"Grimmjow! What the hell are you doing here! Fuck off!"

"No way Berry. I came here to fuck and you're gonna pay for making me wait." The arrancar smirked. He paused however, as he noticed all the brightly wrapped packages in his berry's hands. "What the hell are those?"

Ichigo tossed the packages in the closet. "They're my birthday presents. I wasn't in my room when you got here because my dad threw me a party."

'So that's what all the noises I heard was.' The arrancar smirked again and walked over behind the teen and wrapped his arms around him.

"Well then, why don't I give you my present?" He seductively licked the outershell of the teens ear. Ichigo groaned lustfully. Grimmjow smirked and threw the teen on the bed and straddled his hips. He leaned down to claim the teens lips, but he was shocked when the teen flipped him over so Ichigo was on top smirking at him.

"What the hell are you doing Ichigo?" Grimmjow growled and tried to switch their positions again but Ichigo pushed him back down.

"It's my birthday, and for my present from you I get to be seme tonight!" Ichigo smirked as Grimmjow's eyes widened to the size of dinner plates and he began to struggle again.

"Hell no! Ain't no way I'm gonna be topped by a little bitch like you!"

"Please, you're probably just scared!" Ichigo smirked. That would get him.

"What!? I, Grimmjow Jaggerjack, am not afraid of anything!" Grimmjow glared daggers at the teen.

"Then prove it! Or are you too much of a pussy!?"

A vein popped in Grimmjow's forehead. Oh the berry knew how to push his buttons.

"Fine bitch! I'll prove it!" Completely shock Ichigo, Grimmjow spread his legs and glared stubbornly at Ichigo.

Ichigo got over his shock and grinned. Grimmjow glared harder.

"Stop fucking grinning like an idiot and fuck me already!" He eyes widened. Did he really just say that?!

Ichigo leaned down and crashed his lips against Grimmjow's as he undid the sash to the arrancar's hakama. Grimmjow groaned as a tongue was shoved forcefully into his mouth. God, who knew Ichigo could be so forceful in bed? Grimmjow was used to his submissive little uke, not this orange haired sex-demon straddling his waist. His chain of though broke as his hakama and jacket were ripped off along with Ichigo's clothes and thrown onto a pile on the floor.

Feeling very powerful, Ichigo reached under his matress and pulled out a bottle of lotion. He applied a liberal amount to three of his fingers and stuck two into Grimmjow's entrance.

Grimmjow hissed at the unexpected intrusion and arched away from the fingers. "What the hell are you doing?" He glared at Ichigo who glared back.

"Oh shut the fuck up and deal with it! You do it to me everytime!" Grimmjow glared and layed back on the bed. He definately did NOT like being an uke. It kinda hurt, but hell would freeze over before he'd admit it.

Ichigo stuck in a third finger and wiggled them around. One of his fingers brushed a certain spot and Grimmjow arched off the bed groaned.

Ichigo smirked and pulled out his fingers. Now slightly nervous, he placed his cock at Grimmjow's entrance and pushed in all the way to the hilt. He moaned at the tightness surrounding him. Grimmjow winced a little, but didn't indicate that it hurt at all. Ichigo still decided to wait and let him adjust, but Grimmjow growled at him.

"What the hell bitch? You gonna start moving or did you chicken out already?"

Ichigo response was to pull all the way out and thrust back in hard. Grimmjow groaned with a mix of pain and pleasure. Ichigo found Grimmjow's prostate and rammed into it as hard as he could over and over again. Grimmjow groaned and screamed with pleasure. Moaning, Ichigo reached between them and stroked the arrancar's cock into time with their thrusts. Grimmjow felt himself coming to an end and with a scream, he came over their stomachs.

Ichigo gasped as the sufficating tightness clamped down on his cock and him came inside Grimmjow with a scream.

Gasping, he pulled out and layed next to Grimmjow. He was exausted. Grimmjow noticed this and smirked.

"What's the matter berry? Topping to much for ya?" He received no answer. The teen was already asleep.

Grimmjow smirked and decided to let Ichigo sleep. After all, as soon as he wakes up he still has to pay Grimmjow back for making him wait.

I hate school T.T

2008-02-27T21:01:53Z

I fucking hate school! You peoples all know I'm in 8th grade right? Well, our Guidance Counselor came to my class today to talk to us about scheduling for high school, and we had a 2hr delay today (which under normal circumstances is a good thing) so he had to give a 50 min. explanation in 20 min. I'm so fucking confused! T.T plus my mom wants me to take fucking College Prep too, as if normal high school classes aren't bad enough. The only good news is that I may be able to get into Intigrated Math A instead of having to take Pre-Algebra. I hate algebra.
Another thing that pisses me off is choir. We had solo tryouts today for our next concert. Now my school is really small, (my entire grade has only 30 kids) so not alot of people tried out. Now here's wut pisses me off. Out of everyone who tried out, me and my friend Amanda are the only two who haven't had a solo yet out of the girls (we're not bad, just not very confident. I swear I could hear my heartbeating when I tried out) and we're both altos. This girl, Megan Armstrong gets a solo every fucking year and we've never gotten one and she fucking got it!! She's a soprano. Every fucking girl who gets a solo is a soprano! I keep saying our choir teacher is racist against altos or something. I suppose that doesnt bother me so much as Megan getting it. ~~I just wanna fucking rip her head off and shove it up her ass.~~ She's a total slutty preppy bitch. Which brings me to my final issue w/ school. Slutty Preps. We got another one from Bryan today. He just so happens to be related to Megan. ~~Her whole family needs to die.~~ His name is Kyler something. He almost got our whole fucking grade in trouble today! and it's his first day! If there's anything I can't stands is preps who think they're better than everyone. At least I don't go to Bryan. That school's pretty much nothing but preps. Only two people from that school that came to mine are kool. My friends Amanda and Justin.

Well, that's all I can think of to rant about for now.
Ja ne!

Drabble

2008-02-19T23:50:50Z

I'm on a Grimmichi roll right now. Even if they suck I so don't care, the ideas have been buzzing around in the back of my mind for a couple days now and my muses wont leave me alone!

Title: Forgotten Feelings
Rating: T (even that's pushing it, but there's some swearing)
Pairing: Grimmjow X Ichigo
Warnings: yaoi, fluff, some OOCness
Summary: Grimmjow ponders his relationship with Ichigo while he watches the teen sleep

Grimmjow sighed as he gently stroked the orange haired teens; face, watching his chest rise and fall as he slept peacefully. Ichigo sighed contentedly and snuggled closer to Grimmjow's body.

It was very late. usually Grimmjow wouldn't stay after on of their little "fuck sessions," but something about the way the boy snuggling sleepily into the pillow drew him, and the next thing he knew he was back in bed, wrapping his arms possesively around the teen. Ichigo made no objection; in fact he just smiled and made himself comfortable against the older man's body.

Grimmjow knew the kid's feelings ran deeper than just a sexual relationship, and he guessed he was okay with that. It was his own growing feelings for the young shinigami that were starting to piss him off. Everytime he so much as thought about the kid those damn butterflies would come to his stomach.

He was changing. The Great Grimmjow Jaggerjack, almighty Sexta Espada, was changing because of one orange haired, smart-ass teenaged shinigami. He was starting to feel emotions he forgot he had. Emotions he thought had died within him long ago. He sighed again and decided to stop denying the truth. All it did was make his head hurt from so much thinking. He gently kissed the teen's forehead and nuzzled the bright orange hair.

Grimmjow Jaggerjack had gone and done the impossible. He had fallen in love.

No more F-lock!

2008-02-19T23:45:36Z

I'm fucking tired of people saying they can't see the entries i post in the communities i'm in because of the stupid lock! I'm just gonna take it off, but plz don't flame my journal. If u don't like wut i post then don't read.

Fic: Unexpected Love

2008-02-18T22:21:47Z

I luv the Grimmichi pairing so i decide to try and write it!

Title:Unexpected Love
Pairing: Grimmichi (duh)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Yaoi, anal, oral, AU, possible OCCness
Disclaimer: me no own bleach

Karakura Town. A peaceful town located on the outskirts of the bustling city of Tokyo, Japan. The full moon shone brightly on that warm spring night. The streets were vacant exept for one lone figure walking down the street. It was a young man. He looked to be about fifteen or sixteen years old with strawberry blonde hair that stood up in all directions. On his face a scowl etched deeply into his handsome features, but his chocolate brown eyes were soft and shone with kindness.The boy's name was Kurosaki Ichigo.

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Ichigo sighed and ran a hand through his vibrant orange hair. 'Another late night. Pops is gonna kill me when I get home.' He groaned. When he was late his dad had rather....unorthodox ways of punishing him. He wasn't looking forward to it.

He was so preoccupied in his thoughts that he didn't notice as he passed a dark alleyway twelve figures stepped out of it and silently crept up behind him. By the time he noticed he was being followed one of the figures had hit him in the head with something hard, a metal bat maybe.

Ichigo hit the ground hard. He gingerly felt his head and felt something wet and warm on his fingers. His blood. Still dizzy from the blow he didn't notice six of the thugs latch onto him from behind and lift him up.

He came back to his senses as one of the thugs, presumeably their leader, step forward and grab his chin roughly.

"Well well, what do we have here? A little bitch who's lost his way?" The man sneered. He looked to be in his late twenties. The man had short spiky black hair and a 69 tattooed on his cheek. Three long scars marred his features.

Ichigo jerked out of his grip. "Fuck you!" He spat. This did nothing more than amuse the man.

"Seems the bitch has a little fight in him. Good, I like 'em feisty. Name's Hisagi Shuuhei. Nice ta meetchya bitch!" He pressed his lips roughly against Ichigo's and forced his tongue into his mouth.

With a snarl, Ichigo bit down hard on Shuuhei's tongue. He cried out and pulled away, spitting out blood. Ichigo spit on the ground, trying to get Shuuhei's taste out of his mouth.

"You fucking bitch!" He screamed furiously. He punched Ichigo in the face roughly.

Ichigo just smirked and spat the blood in his mouth at Shuuhei's feet. Needless to say, that didn't make him happy.

"You BITCH! I'll kill you!" He pulled a knife out of his pocket. Knowing struggling would be useless, Ichigo closed his eyes and waited for the pain. But it never came.

"Wh-what the hell? What the fuck are you doing here!?" He heard Shuuhei shout. Ichigo slowly opened his eyes.

A man with teal blue hair had grabbed Shuuhei's arm before he could stab Ichigo. Whoever this blue-haired man was, he towered over him.

Scowling, Shuuhei ripped his arm outta the man's grip and glared at him.

"Back the fuck off Grimmjow! This kid's our prey!"

The man, Grimmjow, simply crossed his arms and glared at him. "Oh really? I don't see your name written on him. Besides, how low can ya get, attackin' a kid like that. Now scram! Or do you wanna deal with me?" He got into a fighting stance.

Shuuhei winced and backed up. His scowl got deeper. "Che, fine. Who cares about one little bitch anyway!? Come you fuckers!" He motioned to his gang to follow him.

"But boss! He's just one man, we can take him!" One of the thugs shouted.

Shuuhei turned around and punched him. The thug fell down wincing.

"You dumbass! It doesn't matter how many of us there are! It'll be a cold day in hell before somebody beats Grimmjow in a fight! Now come on!"

The thugs reluctantly followed orders, glaring at Grimmjow and Ichigo as they passed.

As soon as they left Grimmjow turned to Ichigo.

"Hey kid, you okay?" He asked gruffly.

"Yeah..." Ichigo stared at him. Besides the teal hair he had icy blue eyes and blue markings under his eyes. He looked to be in his early twenties.

"That's good. Name's Grimmjow Jaggerjack. Age 22. Who're you?"

"I'm um...Kurosaki Ichigo. Age 15. Nice to meet you I guess. Oh and thanks for helping me out back there, but if they hadn't snuck up on me I would've won."

Grimmjow smirked at him. "Sure ya would kid. So do ya wanna get up or do you like the feeling of concrete under your ass?"

Ichigo blinked as he realized he was sitting on the sidewalk. Those thugs had dropped him when Grimmjow showed up and he had been to stunned at the time to think about standing.

Grimmjow started laughing and Ichigo blushed with embarrasment and made to get up. But as soon has he got to his feet he suddenly felt very dizzy. He swayed and stumbled as everything faded to black.

"Wha-? Kid? Kid, you ok?" Grimmjow grabbed him just before his head reached the pavement. He gently tried to shake him awake. "Hey kid! Wake the fuck up! Ichigo!" He sighed and picked Ichigo up and carried him back to his apartment.

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Ichigo groaned as he felt a throbbing pain in his head. He reached up and felt a bandage wrapped around it tightly. He sat up, wincing as it caused his head to hurt even more. Curious, he looked around. This wasn't his bedroom. His walls were white, not navy blue. And this bed definately wasn't his. No way Yuzu would buy him expensive black silk sheets. 'Where the hell am I?'"Finally awake eh?"

Ichigo jumped and looked around. Then winced and grabbed his head.

"Oi. Take it easy berry-brains. You got a minor concussion from when they hit ya in the head. Just rest for a bit."

Ichigo looked towards where the voice was coming from. It was Grimmjow. "So this is your house then?" Ichigo asked.

"Apartment actually. I'm working on getting a house, but for now this is enough." He walked over to the bed and gently put his hand on Ichigo's forehead. "Looks like you're fever's gone down. But it's one in the morning, so you might as well stay here for the night.

"ONE IN THE MORING!" Ichigo jumped out of bed only to fall down from dizzyness. Grimmjow scowled at him.

"Oi! Didn't I just tell ya to rest!"

"Oh man, dad's gonna kill me!" Ichigo groaned. Grimmjow smirked.

"What's yer phone number? I'll call him and let him now what's going on. You need to get your ass back in bed and rest. I'll take you home in the morning."

Ichigo fished around in his back pocket and pulled out his cellphone. He handed it to Grimmjow.

"Here. My dad's on speed dial."

Grimmjow took the phone and whistled. "Damn. Bet this thing costed a pretty penny." He looked over the EnV phone in his hand, then opened it and hit the speed dial.

"Hello? Kurosaki-san? Yeah, my name's Grimmjow Jaggerjack, I'm calling about you're son Ichigo."

"ICHIGO'S THERE!? YOU TELL HIM TO GET HIS ASS HOME NOW! HE'S WAY PAST HIS CURFEW AND DADDY WAS SO WORRIED!" Ichigo could hear his moronic father's obnoxious voice even though the phone wasn't on speaker. He couldn't help but laugh as Grimmjow held the phone at arms length and stared at it like it grew legs or something.

"Er...About that. Ichigo was attac-..I mean, he's staying the night at my place, I'm er..a friend of his from school!" He lied quickly.

"Oh. Okay tell him Daddy approves! Just make sure you use protection!" With that, he hung up.

Grimmjow tossed the phone back to Ichigo. "Dude, your dad's a freak."

"Tell me something I don't know." Ichigo's face burned with embarrassment from his father's last comment. "Sorry about that by the way. But why didn't you just tell him the truth about what happened?"

"I was afraid of what he was gonna do. Honestly, people like that scare me."

"Well, thanks for letting me stay here I guess, but," Ichigo looked around. "Err, where am I gonna sleep?"

Grimmjow looked at him like he was stupid. "On the bed of course! Where the hell else do you see a place to sleep?!"

"But, where will you sleep?" he asked.

Grimmjow ignored him and pulled his shirt off. Ichigo blushed and looked away, but he couldn't help but glance at the man's lean muscles and chiseled abs. He really did have a killer body. Unbeknownst to Ichigo Grimmjow saw him looking and smirked, but didn't say anything. He finished changing and walked over to the bed.

"Scoot over."

"Wha!?"

"Like I said, there ain't anywhere else to sleep here, and I sure as hell ain't sleepin' on the floor just because you're in my bed. Now move."

Ichigo scooted as close to the wall as he could as Grimmjow turned the light off and got into bed. As Grimmjow pulled the covers over both of them he was glad it was dark so Grimmjow couldn't see his face turn beet red. He sighed and tried to get comfortable. Maybe it was the concussion, but he felt really sleepy. Ichigo turned over on his side and whimpered as it sent pain jolting through his head. He felt a pair of strong arms wrap around his waist and unconsiously snuggled closer to the warmth.Grimmjow smirked again and tightened his grip. Soon, the both of them drifted off into a peaceful sleep.

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Ichigo awoke the next morning feeling incredibly comfortable and warm. He sighed contently and snuggled even closer to the warmth, until he heard it sigh back.

"What the hell!?" He jerked up and pressed himself flat against the wall, at the same time sending Grimmjow flying off the bed, landing on his ass on the floor.

"Ow! Ichigo, what the hell?" He glared at the boy as he rubbed his sore ass.

"I- you- bed- we- what the hell?" Ichigo managed to stutter. Grimmjow looked at him curiously.

"Wait...don't you remember?"

Ichigo frowned. He closed his eyes and tried to remember what had happened last night. It all came back to him. He shuddered as he remembered what that prick Shuuhei might have done to him if Grimmjow hadn't been there.

Grimmjow frowned as he noticed the shudder. He went over and sat on the bed next to Ichigo and put an arm around his shoulders. His frown etched deeper as Ichigo flinched.

"Hey, you ok?" he asked with genuine concern.

"Y-yeah I'm fine. Thanks for helping me, but can I go home now?"

Grimmjow couldn't help but feel a little sad that the teen was leaving. "Yeah go a head. But be careful. Maybe I'll see ya around sometime eh? he asked hopefully. Ichigo smiled a little.

"Sure."

He turned to say goodbye to Grimmjow but froze as their eyes connected. Grimmjow's icy blue eyes stared at him so intensely, silently begging him not to go.

Grimmjow's heart skipped a beat as Ichigo's eyes locked with his. It was strange. He'd only known the kid for not even 24 hours and he was already attatched to him. Maybe his emotions ran even deeper than that. Looking into the kid's eyes Grimmjow could tell that Ichigo felt at least a few of the same emotions he did.

Hesitantly, he slowly leaned towards the teen closing his eyes as he went. Ichigo, realizing what was going on and deciding he liked it, leaned towards the older man, also closing his eyes.

Their lips just barely brushed, but the feeling was so incredible that they both moaned from the surprising, but pleasureable, sensation.

Wanting more, Grimmjow wrapped his arms around Ichigo's waist and crashed their mouths together. Ichigo wrapped his arms around Grimmjow's neck, one hand fisted in the soft teal-blue hair. Grimmjow moaned against Ichigo's mouth. He licked Ichigo's bottom lip, requesting entrance, which Ichigo gladly gave him. Their tongues battled for dominance. Grimmjow, being more skilled, easily won. His tongue moved all around Ichigo's mouth, tasting everthing. Ichigo groaned lustfully at the sensation, his tongue eagerly trying to do the same thing.

After a few minutes of making out, the two pulled apart reluctantly. Both were panting heavily. Grimmjow looked over at Ichigo and saw that he was bright red. He smirked.

"Heh. Was that your first kiss, Ichi?"

Ichigo said nothing but blushed a bright red and turned away. That was answer enough for Grimmjow. He grinned and wrapped an arm around Ichigo's shoulder. Ichigo let out a yelp as he was pulled against the older mans chest.

"Yanno, we can take this farther if you want," Grimmjow whispered huskily in the teens ear. The boy moaned and Grimmjow took that as a yes.

Smirking, he gently pushed the boy back against the bed. Ichigo looked up nervously as the teal haired man straddled his waist. Sensing his discomfort, Grimmjow leaned down and gently kissed the teen.

"If you want me to stop just say the word," he said gently. Yeah he was horny, but he didn't want to hurt the boy.

Ichigo nodded slowly. "I...I want this, and I trust you Grimmjow. Even though I've only known you for a short time, I trust you with my life." To add emphasis to his point, he spread his legs apart, completely surrendering his innocence to the other.

Grimmjow nodded and kissed him passionately, at the same time unbuttoning the boy's pants and sliding them off his legs. They were discarded onto the floor, along with Ichigo's shirt.

Grimmjow paused to admire the sight before him. Ichigo lay flushed and panting on his bed. His hands fisting the black silk sheets and his legs spread just for Grimmjow.

Ichigo lightly glared at him. "Are you just gonna stare or are you gonna take me already!?" He grabbed Grimmjow's shirt and ripped it off, adding it to the pile of clothes on the floor.

Grimmjow blinked in surprise at this, then smirked. "Impatient are we, Ichi?" He slid out of his pants and threw them on the floor.

He leaned over Ichigo and kissed him passionately while grinding their hips together. Ichigo moaned loudly and bucked his hips against Grimmjow's. Grimmjow broke away from the kiss and held Ichigo's hips down firmly.

"None of that now," Grimmjow palmed his erection through the fabric of his boxers. Ichigo moaned and tried to thrust upwards again.

"Fuck Grimmjow, just take me already!" He screamed. Grimmjow grinned devilishly. He didn't need to be told twice.

In one swift motion, he pulled down Ichigo's boxers, moaning loudly at the sight of Ichigo's fully erect, dripping member.

Unable to stop himself, he leaned down and licked the precum of his tip. Ichigo gasped loudly. Smirking, Grimmjow took the whole thing in his mouth. Bobbing his head up and down over Ichigo's hard shaft.

Ichigo looked down and moaned loudly. Just the sight of his member disappearing in Grimmjow's mouth almost made him come right there. And God that man's tongue was sinful. He moaned as Grimmjow grazed his teeth gently over his throbbing member. He gasped. He'd never felt this much pleasure in his life.

"Grimmjow!" He screamed loudly as he came in the teal haired man's mouth. Grimmjow swallowed all of it, savouring the orange haired teen's taste in his mouth.

"How'd ya like that?" Grimmjow smirked at him. Ichigo glared lightly at him as he gasped for breath.

Grimmjow reached around the teen and under the pillow. He pulled out a bottle of lube and poured a liberal amount on his fingers.

"You sure you wanna do this?" He asked one more time. He didn't want to do anything to the boy that he didn't want. Ichigo nodded.

Slowly, Grimmjow pushed one finger into Ichigo's entrance. Ichigo gasped in pain as tears formed in the corners of his eyes. Grimmjow paused.

"You okay?"

Ichigo nodded and nudged him with his leg to continue.

"I'm gonna add another finger, okay?" Again, Ichigo nodded.

Grimmjow pushed in a second finger and started scissoring him. As the pain faded to pleasure Grimmjow added a third finger and finished prepping him. Ichigo scowled as he pulled his fingers from his entrance.

"Relax berry-boy. This is gonna be even better." He ripped off his boxers and coated his aching member in the lube. He took Ichigo's legs and draped them over his shoulders.

Ichigo tensed up as he felt Grimmjow's member, throbbing to be in him, press against his entrance. Slowly, Grimmjow pushed into him all the way to the hilt. Ichigo bit back a scream. Grimmjow's fingers just weren't enough to prepare for his cock.

Grimmjow noticed his discomfort and kissed him gently. As Ichigo responded to the kiss Grimmjow began to gently thrust into the boy. He broke of the kiss with a moan. Ichigo was so fucking tight! Soon Ichigo began to moan along with him. Grimmjow took great pleasure in learning Ichigo was a screamer. He loved it. He loved hearing Ichigo scream for him.

"Ahh! Harder Grimm!" Ichigo moaned loudly. Grimmjow happily complied. He angled his thrusts differently and pushed into him hard, right against the bundle of nerves that almost made Ichigo come undone.

"GRIMMJOW!" He screamed. Grimmjow smirked and pounded onto that spot over and over again. He reached between Ichigo's legs and jerked him off in time with his thrusts. Ichigo screamed in pleasure.

Ichigo couldn't take it much longer. Not with Grimmjow's cock pounding his prostate over and over, not to mention the hand that was jerking his off. With a cry he arched off the bed, screaming Grimmjow's name as he came for the second time.

Grimmjow moaned loudly as Ichigo's inner muscles clamped down on his member. With one final thrust he came, moaning Ichigo's name loudly as he spilled his seed deep within the younger male.

Panting, he pulled out of the boy and collapsed beside him. He pulled Ichigo up against his chest and pulled the blankets over the two of them. Ichigo was alreadly dozing off. Grimmjow smirked. Losing your virginity can really tire you out. He nuzzled the orange hair and followed his lover into the world of sleep

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be

Ichigo groaned as his cellphone ringtone woke him up. Carefully he inched his way off the bed, trying not to wake Grimmjow. Honestly, he couldn't believe his phone didn't wake him up. The man slept like a rock after sex.
Finding his pants, he fished in his pocket for his phone. Finding it, he flipped it open.
"Hello?"
"ICHIGO! DADDY'S GETTING WORRIED! WHEN ARE YOU GONNA COME HOME!?" Ichigo could just see the fake tears running down the moron's face. He turned the phone off and reached for his boxers.
"Hngh? Ichi, who the hell's that?" Grimmjow looked at him sleepily.
"Sorry, it was my dad. I really should get home." He already had his pants on and reached for his shirt. Sensing Grimmjow's disappointment, he walked over and kissed the man gently, slipping a piece of paper in his hand at the same time.
"Call me?" he mumbled against the man's lips. Grimmjow could only groan as Ichigo pulled away and put his shirt on. He nodded dumbly as Ichigo made to leave. He snapped out of his trance as so as Ichigo unlocked the door. He jumped up and ran over to the boy and grabbed his hand before he could leave.

"Grimm, what're you-"

"Ichigo I love you," Grimmjow said before he could finish. Ichigo's eyes widened for a second before a smile crossed his face.
"I love you too."
Grimmjow leaned forward and captured his lips in one last kiss before Ichigo left. Ichigo broke away and looked into his eyes.
"I'll see ya later." He turned and left.
"Yeah." Grimmjow smiled and looked at the paper in his hand. A name, a phone number and an address.
His smile widened. Kurosaki Ichigo. The teen that warmed his heart.
He was already looking forward to their next meeting.
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(1) Song was Savin' Me by Nickelback
Tell me if it's any good or if it's shit (1)

Bleach slash thingy

2008-02-18T14:55:58Z

this idea was from kamekaze43v3r.

Type ur 12 fav. bleach char. then do the questions.

1. Kurosaki Ichigo

2. Grimmjow Jaggerjack

3.Kuchiki Byakuya

4.Abarai Renji

5.Ulquiorra Shiffer

6.Zaraki Kenpachi

7.Kusajishi Yachiru

8.Nell Tu

9.Aizen Sousuke

10.Kurosaki Isshin

11.Ayasegawa Yumichika

12.Kurosaki Yuzu

Have you ever read a 6/11 fic before?
no. that would be scary.
5/9 or 5/10?
5/9 makes more sense but 5/10 would be hilarious

What would happen if 7 walked in on 2 and 12 having sex?
O_o oh my damn....it would kill her innocent eyes. besides Grimm has eyes for only one Kurosaki (orange hair and a pissy attitude XD)

Make up a summary of a 3/10 fic.
hmm. Byakuya come to Ichigo's house looking for him and meets Isshin? idk that's a weird pairing

Is there such thing as 1/8 fluff?
i've read a few. the pairings ok but Ichi'sbetter w/ grimm or renji

Suggest a title for a 7/12 hurt/comfort fic?
Kenpachi and Ichigo die andYuzu andYachiru seek comfort in each other

What kind of plot would you use if you wanted 4 to deflower 1?
....idk....kinda don't know wut that means....

Does anyone on your Friends list read 3 het?
probably

Does anyone on your Friends list write/draw 11?
don't think so

Would anyone on your Friends list write 2/4/5?
idk but it would be hawt. just stick ichi in there and *gets nosebleed*

What might 10 scream at a moment of great passion?
i really don't want to know. knowing him, something stupid

If you wrote a song-fic about 8, what song would you chose?
Standing To Defend You (Renji's Beats-Bleach Beat Collection) cuz ya know she turned into her espada form to protect ichigo

If you wrote a 1/6/12 fic, what would the warning be?
it'd be a cold day in hell before i wrote that. it'd be freakin' incest! with a side of kenpachi

What might be a good pick-up line for 10 to use on 2?
No. Just no.

Do you think 4 is hot? How hot?
Meh. he's kinda hot, but not drop dead sexy

What would happen if 12 got 8 pregnant?
O_o That's fucked up

Do you recall any fics about 9?
oh many, he seems to be very popular, even though he's a sadistic bastard

Would 2 and 6 make a good couple?
O_o fuckin weird, but they do have similar personalities (and an obsession for Ichigo ^^)

try it!

I gots pictures! <3

2008-02-08T21:12:56Z

meh friend emailed me some pics from his New Year's eve party he invited us to. It's a little late but i felt like putting them in my journal.

me and meh friends shootin' rocket thingies ^^

nothin like gettin drunk ta start the new year! jk it's juice, we're not even old enough ta drink!

meh dorky friend Skylar

Manderz and Boz (Amanda and Jon) those two should totally be a couple

dat's me in teh back with teh blue shirt and glasses with teh red lei
Back row(left to right): Manderz, Chelsea, Kayla, Mees!,Boz
Front row: Skylar and Nathan

Boz. He hates gettin his picture taken so we had ta surprise him XD

This Journal ish now Friends only!

2008-02-07T21:30:04Z

*sighs* everyone seems to be F-locking their journals lately. Since I like my privacy I think I will too (though people hardly ever view meh journal T.T) but if ya wanna be added to meh friends list just leave a comment. I luv getting friends! ^^